ACT X: Back in the groove

I feel wonderful. The stupid gloomy phase that was going through my life is finely over. I feel all energized and can feel my chakra leaking through my body. One of my close friend abandoned me during this phase because of the depression leaking through me. I thought he was Naruto but he abandoned me like sasuke :(. Anyway he called me to wish me a happy birthday and it felt good

The month of Ramadan has proven good for me. It has been fun and soothing. It has also proved great for my inner gamer. I got so much time on my hands to play games. Our office closing ours are reduced to 2 pm. After that its game time. I played some memorable games like Tingles Rosy rupeeland (DS), brain Age2 (DS),MOH airborne(X360) but the one game that really got me addicted is Halo2.

I played Halo on the PC and it was a great game. Than got Halo2 on the X360. I played and liked it but didn't finished it. Than came Halo3. Now the story in Halo2 is incomplete and Halo3 builds upon it. So in order to finish the fight in Halo3 i first had to initiate the fight in Halo2. So now-a-days every spare 10 minutes i got are dedicated to playing Halo2. Just today after Sehri i didn't sleep and did my preps for the office saving 20 minutes in which i can have a crack at Halo2. I wish i can somehow take my LCD and X360 with me during Eid holidays to finish Halo2 and 3.

Yesterday was my bday and it felt good. Although i didn't celebrated it but it felt good. I had decided to buy wii on my bday as a token of love for me from me :) . But after surveying i have learnt that to enjoy Wii i need a TV :( . So no wii yet. As a gift to myself i called someone special without worrying about the outcome and it felt good. Really the secret of success and happiness lies in feeling positive.

Next time: More on Halo

ACT9:Taking it easy

Its been a while since my last post. I faced some health issues and was away from my office and cyber life. After coming back i was rusty and it took some while to get back to my old self. So i am finaly blogging again.

I have bought a PS2. At the time when i was buying ps2 i thought i was making a mistake. Even thought of cancelling the deal but it has proved a good purchase. Enjoyed some of its games a lot like God of War, Naruto ultimate ninja 2, devil may cry 3 and many more. Ps2 got a fair amount of good titles in its software library. So every second day its become a habit to buy a few ps2 games.

I bought ps2 as part of my console therapy. To escape from my real life into my other virtual self. A major incentive was to play POP Sands of time. To listen to the prince uttering the immortal lines about the ocean of time. Ironically i wasn't able to find its copy anyware.

I am planning of buying Wii. This happened when i read the article about the upcoming version of super smash bros on the wii. It looks so cool. So as soon as i need a radical departure from real life the wii will be next to my X360.

One of the best highlights has been playing BioShock. It really touched me. It has amazing moments. The shocking meeting with Andrew Ryan probably rivals and even tops liquid Snake's taunting transmission to Snake, when he unknowingly activates Metal Gear Rex or was
it Ray. The first encounter with the little sister is just too amazing an experience.

After a long while i have started communicating with myself. Sometimes one has to take care of oneself. One thing that no one can take away from you is your own self. I have learned to give myself respect. Back to the basics just like before 2000. There is nothing worse than self pity. Most people often dont know how to play our strings. So they mostly produce nosie for us rather than music. And its a fact that it sometimes cause much pain. But one has to remain loyal to oneself. And help one get through each noise bang. Just dont try to be or act happy just try to be normal. Because happiness is something else and even if one is not feeling happy its ok. Simply one should feel normal.

(Also this console therapy is proving way expensive and only wii and PS3 are left for it)